Happy Birthday to you !
Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday to Ronnie,the NS man!
Happy Birthday to you!

Well.. today is not my birthday. =x

Scammed a lot of people.
Sorry !
=P

My actual birthday is on the 28 of Oct.


1st of march is today, my first day in working in SAF Navy.

Nothing much done today.

It was a very exciting day of stoning,

chatting,



eating,



stoning



and even more stoning.



I 'm gonna bring a PSP tmr!

Graduation mood

I'm having my last paper next monday!
Which is about in two days time.

NAPFA

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Went to sch today !

for NAPFA!

Well. Today I just going back for a retest.

Pretty much the same as the last time.

I got/did :
50 sit-ups
9.7s for shuttle run
249cm for Standing broad jump
45 cm for sit and reach
12.19 for my 2.4km run


BUT

only 1 pull up =_=

sian..got to retake again.

Random=)
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after Napfa go home then go IMM







After that go Tgcs meet Ym and SQ for dinner

I'm still so full now.

btw

And Congrats to Jun Xi.

YOU PASSED =)









Surf and Sweat yesterday!

Didn't really play well I think.

Sorry guys. I made a lot of mistakes.

I've been playing volleyball for so many years and yet .

I still make this type of mistakes.

Haiz....

Wake up Ronnie.

You need to buck up!!! HOOOOOOO!!!!!!

1st of March
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Haha. Don't get me wrong. Today is not the first of March.

The reason for the naming of this post is because the 1st of March is the day I enter

work for the Navy.

Freaking Sian...

All my plans just went down the drain.

Now I can't even go Thailand and have fun with Scube.

I can't go for all the trial camps and actual camp until after 5pm.

Instead of holidays.

I have gained something much like FYP except.
I'm working for the government.

No more volleyball T_T...

Well. Except for BM training.

So I have until 1st March.

Great...my last 25 days of freedom.

With exams as a side deal. =_=

CPR
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Courage ,Preparedness and Resolve.


I find this part of a manga I'm reading now quite meaningful.







For CPR ( Courage,preparedness and resolve) , I find that I am an epic fail when I'm playing
dota

Dilemma
----------

Have you ever had one of those times
when you have to choose between two things
that you want to do or go for?

For me that time is now. =(






Scube is going to Thailand for the first time on their own. And the dates just have to be exactly the same as SU FOC =(

Haha. I 'm shifting back FOOOOO!!!

Onsugar boring only. No songs de..

Well. It's going to be the end of my 3rd year at Ngee Ann.

FYP's almost done.

As my parnter Wei Hong mentioned last week. I also find our project a little bit simple.

But it's too late!!!

Last year(2009) had a good start. I didn't know why.

But it was pretty fun.

Meeting and knowing so many people.

Feels just like year 1 =).

And it ended pretty much like when I was year 1 .

After the june holidays.

It was my down time.

The period where I was the most sad.

I guess history repeats.

and only a few people will know what this means.

Last year. I have learned that I was not alone.

Though I already knew that.

Things just happened.

but. We just have to move on and smile.

And so I did.

Because. I have wonderful friends around me. =)

I'm MOVING TO ONSUGAR!!!

www.somuchmoretosay.onsugar.com

WWW.SOMUCHMORETOSAY.ONSUGAR.COM

WOOHOO!!!
Exams over!

Haiz. but I'm pretty busy this holiday.
Got VPP.
Which means

every monday to friday I will be in sch from 8am to 5pm T_T
anyway.fuck blogger for still having problems

Well.

Here's my schedule

28Aug Fri: Visiting my friend's ashes at bright hill.
Malcom's bday celebration
Sat: Maybe going out with Assholes (Travis ,Xue zhi,Jun Xi, Jolene)
Sun: Slack day.
Mon: VPP,PPP T_T
Tuesday: VPP. Vball training
Wed: VPP.T_T
Thursday: VPP,Vball training
Friday: VPP Vball training

Suei Chuan.... I hope your doing fine.

Cai Hong! The first song I sang on K box !

LOL!


Alrighty. This is what I did on the 22th of of August!


4th FLOOR KITCHEN !

FOOOOOO!

GREAT day today. Had fun.
Gonna upload pics once blogger lets me

Anyway the second song,"Have you ever" by S- Club 7 is where I got my blog address from.

So much more to say.


It used to be my favourite song.

And it's a long story why.

Ron| Revive | Regret.
My exams are next monday and thursday.

Haiz...now I still no mood and motivation to study.

I just read Kiat's post.
Same thing happening to me.
I remember when I got back my O levels results.
I was disappointed. I really thought I could have done better.
Then I kept saying I would get all A's in poly!
Haha..now look at me.
Slacking and growing fatter along the way.
As for the volleyball
I'm think I feel kinda jaded.
For 3 years. I don't think I've improved much maybe because I never really worked hard.
I'm just too lazy eh..

After this exam.
I really have to work hard.
KIAT ! LET'S JIAYOU!

Blogger having problems
can't upload pictures. :(


I have been studying and slacking at Jimmy's house . Lots of pics...
but cannot update haiz.

Watch LOST with Jimmy.
And damn..it's confusing...
an Island that can travel thru time?
WTH.
Haha..

I should get back to studying .

Internet been pretty problematic this few weeks.

Today.

Study day.

Haiz..

Never really studied in sch haha.

Met up with Xue Zhi and Travis.

Fuckup pair sia they two. Muahaha..

We were laughing non-stop in the library.

After that we went to run campus run ,been ages. :)

Joke.

We from the grandstand run until the carpark .
When we reached the slope all three of us at the same time say

"tired sia"

LOL. In the end.

We keep laughing laughing until New SU jiu walk le.

Haiz. Train what sia. Haha

We went to visit the new SU as Travis wanna see.

Then back to gym.


Home ! I have to STUDY!


CHIONG AR!!!!!!!

Ron| Revive | Restart.

Well . I should stop stabbing myself.

Muahaha...You no stab me ! I stab me!
AND YOU!

Ahaha..

Gotta enjoy life

FOOOOOO!!!!!!

I wanna say
Thanks to
S-cube,
Assholes,
NPVB,
Astro

and somebody for giving me one of the best 3 months in my life.


Suei Chuan. You will forever be missed.
Have a good time wherever you are.

The Wonders - That Thing You Do!
--------------------------------

You,
Doin' that thing you do,
Breaking my heart into a million pieces,
Like you always do
And you,
Don't mean to be cruel,
You never even knew about the heartache,
I've been going through
Well I try and try to forget you girl,
But it's just so hard to do,
Every time you do that thing you do

I,
Know all the games you play,
And I'm gonna find a way to let you know that,
You'll be mine someday
'Cause we,
Could be happy can't you see,
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you,
And keep you here with me
'Cause I try and try to forget you girl,
But it's just so hard to do,
Every time you do that thing you do

I don't ask a lot girl,
But I know one thing's for sure,
It's the love I haven't got girl,
And I just can't take it anymore

'Cause we,
Could be happy can't you see,
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you,
And keep you here with me
Cause it hurts me so just to see you go,
Around with someone new,
And if I know you you're doin' that thing,
Every day just doin' that thing,
I can't take you doing that thing you do

Bittersweet memories
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Fishball


The first time we met was during trial camp.
At the pass the pocky station. :)
This wasn't one of my best stations.
And I ended up letting everybody eat the pockys .
but not before torturing them : P

I told you this before.
But I didn't really notice you.
It was only until the actual camp that I knew of your existence, thanks to the guy you don't like ;) Fusen. I thought you like knew him.

We acted like a couple eh.
Well you actually. I was like trying to ignore you. LOL
Saw you dancing the mass dance :)
But I gave in in the end and played along.
Then it was the end of camp.
I was actually sad that I didn't get your number or email.



But turns out Jasmine is your classmate. LOL!
Then we met again at Dance 4 Fun
I supported you guys with the Assholes until High sia..
Jun Xi 's head was hurting lol coz we smack his head with the air thingy.

After that we kept chatting on msn and msging each other.
I knew you hated cheeze coz you told me Sushan was making cheeze cake for Nicholas
you don't like cakes I think.
and you asked me for my birthday.
too bad you can't celebrate it with me now.
Then you asked me to go for SOE.
Haha..I had a good time.
Then 3days later, it was your birthday.
You were in a leadership camp.
I didn't get to celebrate your birthday with you. Haiz
Well.. slowly. We started studying and jogging together.
Thanks for helping in designing my flag =)
And I remember you like to spam "take care".
After I messaged "take care" to you when you were jogging. When I was worried about your asthma.


Then that day. when we watched Night at the museum.
I wasn't sure but you held my arm for the first time.
And I just went for it.
After the movie and dinner.
You were lying on my shoulder.
It was such a great feeling.
I felt like the previously empty spot was filled up.
you seem pretty happy.
hopefully it wasn't becoz of that you couldn't focus on your studies.

Then on the 15/6/09
I made you cry.
After you ask me if I regretted knowing you.
As many of your friends said you have changed.
Being the playful me.
I answers "yes"
Ignorant of what I have just done.
I don't know how but I cheered you up.
Made you say some naughty stuffs. : P
And blackmailed you LOL
Then you became my girlfriend when we reveal our true feelings.
I really felt a huge burden was gone.
The burden of keepning that secret.
But at the same time I was sad.
Because you became my girlfriend right before I have 3 camps
We messaged each other throughout the camps.
Thanks to Jun Xi delivery.
Saw you twice. :))
You were the one who made me still enjoy the lousy challengers camp.
You were the one who made me skip half the flag football camp on 18/6 so I could go for pinata sentosa outing . :P
Of course I made those choices willingly and never regretted it.
Then on friday 19/6 We went on our first date at clementi.
Sry for the lack of planning.
Made you spend $8 for nothing.
On sunday , I went to your house.
Coz like no place to go.
actually wanted to let you see my house.
Reached your house.
Watched dramas with you. Though I don't understand anything. LOL
Then we watched vampire movie.
Well more like me. while you slept on my thigh.
We got closer and closer. then you hugged me for the first time.
I think you kissed me on the cheek the first time too.
and I kissed you back. Well more like a quick peck.
We ate at ikea. You love chicken wings!
Then we had our third date after I booked out of ECE camp
On the 26/6/09 We go watch "Drag me to hell "! After your AYG thing.
I didn't planned it well again.
We had to take a bus ride to Jurong point to catch the movie.
We bought macdonalds and ate it on the bus.
While eating we started kissing. lol
our first --- ----

Haha.
I think I got addicted to it.
Hugs too :)
I loved the look you give me when you hugged me.
i loved your smile.
I loved the way you feel.
I started to love you.
deeper and deeper.

Met you on sunday after your AYG event. You seem great even though you smell a bit :P I liked that smell lol.
Met you on monday too. Should have let you sleep. =P sry.

When sch starts you were very busy.
Met you at friday after class. Still normal.
Then towards the volleyball camp week. You became even more busy.
At first it was ok. but when it was AGm for you.
I was late. Sry...I don't know what to say. I missed your big event.
Then after volleyball camp.
I don't know why.
I have this burning desire to meet up with you.
I couldn't control it.
I wanted to celebrate our first month together.
Tried to meet up with you even when you dun want to on tuesday
I didn't know what happened.
You wanted to stone in the bus. So I let you.
I wanted to hold your hand.
Thursday, tried to escort you home. Becoz you seem sad. But you dun wan. You said your friends are going home with you.
I was ok with that.
Saturday I was celebrating my friend's birthday and drank a lot of beer.
I made you angry. By not telling you something I wanna tell you. By overteasing you. I didn't mean it!!!!!!!!!!!
I was stupid. All That something I want to tell you was that "I LOVE YOU"!
Then on sunday I went for Gloria's event
I could see you were angry.
I didn't know why!
I was confused.
And when I saw you grabbing Larry's arm. I was enraged!
And I don't know why!
I tried to hide it by acting gay with kevin they all.
G4 thanks guys.

After Gloria's event took bus and talked it our with you(I didn't say anything about me being angry.) while kevin was sleeping.
You talked about communication.
We ate at ikea you still don't let me escort you home. I was worried.
but at least you seem better.

I don't know why. All I could think of was to meet up with you.
I forgot that I could call you.
And instead of relieving you stress. I further increased it.
You faced the dilema of making me upset and not finishing your homework right?
I didn't mean it.
I could have been more caring...
I could have..

I didn't notice it.
Then on wednesday I waited under your house. From 7.30am till 10am
Just to give you a turtle.
I mean for it to be your bodyguard.
But I didn't say it out.
As I saw that smile on your face for a while. I'm not sure. but I thinkI saw it. I was delighted.
You said you are meeting your friend. but after I accidentally missed the bus. Your friend took a long time to come. And you seem to insist on me leaving before you.
I thought nothing about it.
I chatted with my friend on msn. He said you could be avoiding me.
That's when I started to think you're avoiding me.
Thursday , I wanted to escort you to the dentist. But you seem to not want me to go with you.. My doubt grew .
On Friday. I told you the truth. I doubted you. but I really wanted to trust you. That why I told you.
I recently realised. That it was in fact me who suggested breaking up. Because you didn't say it out. I might be guessing but, you were just trying to tell me that you wanted some timeout.
But I lost control at that moment. I lost control.
And this is how it ended. On 26/7 when I called you the second time.

Today could have been our second month.

For now. Focus on your studies ya.

Jiayou for your exams!

SE hmk pretty f-ed up.

Haiz...all because I don't listen to lesson.

Now. I just having a staredown competition with the computer.

Tired tired tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm a pretty much a mental wreck now.
Thinking about you.
Thinking about Suei Chuan.
Thinking about my SE hmk.